12/30/10- 12/31/10

What an amazing day today.

Earlier today, I got to meet up with my friend who i haven't seen in more than a year. Had an yummy lunch at a very nice restaurant, saw a very nice and fancy mall. Was stuck in traffic for 45 min to get back home.

A night with my dearest friend. Talked about life, growing up, financial struggles, status, school, family, faith, church, God, our walks, darkest secrets, concerns, things that scare us, joy, boys, marriage, prayer request, new dah-jim for 2011, reflection on 2010, S.H.A.R.E.D, @ cherry on top? nooo, @ Tapioca express + McDonald + my car. And we ended our day by praying for each other... and guess what? it was 00:00 12/31/10 when we finished our prayer.

My friend: genuine, warm-hearted, 다른사람을 배려해줄줄 아는사람, 다른사람을 생각해주는 사람, someone who prays for others, someone who tries their best, someone who's honest, someone who's not afraid to share, someone who loves me for who i am, someone who can cry with you, someone who can be happy with you, someone who gets mad for me, 욕도해주고, 정신도 차릴수 있게해주는친구, 자기자신보다 남을 더 생각해주고 사랑해주는친구, someone who loves giving, someone who always cares for others, and so much more.. I love you friend. <3

prayer.

Lord, make me childlike. Deliver me from the urge to compete with another for place or prestige or position. 1 would be simple and artless as a little child. Deliver me from pose and pretense. Forgive me for thinking o f myself. Help me to forget myself and find my true peace in beholding Thee. That Thou mayest answer this prayer 1 humble myself before Thee. Lay upon me Thy easy yoke of self-forgetfulness that through it 1 may find rest. Amen.

I didn't know...

I didn't understand how stressed I was/am. I think I'm being kind of numb to where I am right now. My skin's breaking out, my eye vessels are red, my body feels tired, crazy dark circles. -__-. what's wrong with me. I can't wait to be done with this semester. I feel like this semester has been so tough mentally. I feel like studying wasn't as bad as being stressed over LIFE.

I am messed up. I feel like i'm getting further and further away. sigh. shake up and get my life straight. ahhhh. ok. should read or something. good night world.

Mighty lord.

The enemy wants us afraid, he wants us discouraged. But really, they are just words. They are just statistics said by broken people who have a very limited knowledge on a few things. But there’s no power in them; it’s just man’s attempt at trying to figure out the situation. Man is not sovereign and his words are not power.

There’s only One who has power in words, and that’s our Creator God and logos Jesus Christ. Christ IS the Word; the very spoken word when creation began. When God spoke, the heavens were made. When God spoke, man was formed. When God spoke, Samuel began in Kelly. When God spoke, Kelly’s water broke and ordained that the specific doctors would be working that day. God speaks, and Samuel breathes. God is the only one who speaks with power. He spoke His Word to us in the Bible, and He speaks life to us today.